Depressed Poems
past lover
by angel lockhart
I woke up this morning still too drunk to feel my face. drowning in sweat, i can’t get you out of my brain. last night was mostly a blur, i wish i would’ve drank enough to forget it all. i remember waking up at 1 screaming because i couldn’t stop seeing you, the nightmares came back and they won’t fucking stop. i remember
having tears streaming down my face. Even though i was standing in front of a mirror, i didn’t recognize myself. i looked like a shadow of someone i once was. i don’t know what to tell my mom.. but last night i think
she found out, i can’t even look at her with out her crying. i’m so fucking scared of letting go but everyone keeps talking. and they won’t stop. i wish it would all stop. i hate saying it but i miss you, you said so many things that couldn’t be promised and it hurts. i only felt safe with you but now my whole world is a tornado and nothing feels real. i don’t want to wake up at 2am anymore begging whatever god there may be for you to come back, i want to fall asleep telling you how much i want to live a boring life with you.
Sad days, Bad days
by Author Reinvented
Some days are sad days
No reason is needed,
You don't find things fun,
Jokes go unheeded
You don't want to cry,
But you can't seem to smile,
You just kinda sit,
And stare at the wall for a while
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Every time
by Author Reinvented
Every step I take,
Every move I make,
Everything I do
Ends up a mistake,
I fail,
And I try,
To start all over again
But
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depressed
by abbagail hall
The darkness creeps
Slipping into my veins
Growing roots
That sink deeper by the day
No joy
Only sorrow
Sorrow and regret
I can't shake it away
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In Mourning
by Jamie B
You are dead to me
And I don’t mean that as an insult or as a stab at you but I feel as if the Michael I knew and cared for died in that moment.
I am in mourning of my lover.
Thinking of seeing you now repulses me, the thought of your very touch makes me quiver.
I can never forgive you for this, not because I won’t but because I can’t.
You’ve brought me to my lowest low in a time where I need all the support and courage and confidence and strength I can muster.
You are dead to me.
A whole new feeling to the phrase filled with sorrow.
I will never not feel this empty sharp pit or this hot furious pounding pulsating from my ears when I hear that phrase being used.
Shame on you.
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depressed
by abbagail hall
The darkness creeps
Slipping into my veins
Growing roots
That sink deeper by the day
No joy
Only sorrow
Sorrow and regret
I can't shake it away
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marianne
by Mackenzie Smith
isolated in self-doubt,
relishing the pain of insecurity,
at least i feel something.
indulging nicotine,
like a bladed fidget,
just to escape.
fleeing from freedom,
refuge in the familiar toxicity.
scared to fight for myself,
because what if the voice is right,
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Every time
by Author Reinvented
Every step I take,
Every move I make,
Everything I do
Ends up a mistake,
I fail,
And I try,
To start all over again
But
......
Sad days, Bad days
by Author Reinvented
Some days are sad days
No reason is needed,
You don't find things fun,
Jokes go unheeded
You don't want to cry,
But you can't seem to smile,
You just kinda sit,
And stare at the wall for a while
......
Overwhelmed
by Author Reinvented
My room is so messy
But I can't seem to clean
I try to explain it,
But I can't say what I mean.
My room is too stuffy,
Outside is too cold,
The dishes need washing
Before they grow mold.
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