Mackenzie Smith

January 8, 2006 - St. Helens
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marianne

isolated in self-doubt,
relishing the pain of insecurity,
at least i feel something.
indulging nicotine,
like a bladed fidget,
just to escape.
fleeing from freedom,
refuge in the familiar toxicity.
scared to fight for myself,
because what if the voice is right,
and i never realise my ambition?
the fear of finding myself in you,
disappointment and anxiety,
marianne.
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