I laughed. I laughed and you didn’t know why. I laughed because I knew it was over. I laughed because all the stereotypes are true. I laughed at how anticlimactic that was. I laughed at myself for knowing it was over but not saying anything just so you can reach that conclusion yourself so that you can break up with me just for the sake of sparing your pride. I laughed that at the moment i felt betrayed by the person closest to me and i still picked you over myself. I laughed at the frailness of a love that was forged by the fire of adversity when it faced the coldness of fear. Maybe i’m not in love with you but i sure as hell love you.
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I have breakup at eight tonight
It's in my calendar. Look!
From eight to nine tonight: an appointment
With the title: "Breakup". That's what it says.
At eight tonight
Is when she will end it.
She didn't say as much but I already know
Why we're getting together earlier than usual
What we'll be doing and
......
Love left as it arrived. Slowly.
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What an unfortunate fate;
We are almost perfect.
Our kiss was perfect,
Our plans match and align.
We already could envision
The beautiful future we could have together.
Working together, starting a family,
Having a life we've both dreamed of.
You're all I've been looking for,
......
how many times has it been?
The cold dagger is still there
watching all that was unseen
hearing all the unspoken words
I call you, and you don't reply
I see you but you don't see me
I touch you but you don't react
I have become a memory, a ghost
......
It began as a whisper,
a thought too small to hold.
A vague shadow,
hiding in the corners of my heart.
I did not seek it,
but it found me.
Every glance,every word
made the doubt grow into shape,
into a face.
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もう、あなたを認識できないみたい。
あなたの瞳は、もう私の心をドキドキさせないし、
あなたの笑顔は、あの日みたいに輝かなくなった。
最初に恋したあなたとは、もう違う気がする。
なんだか、私たちは遠くなってしまった気がするけれど、
でも、それを言うには早すぎるのかな?
出会ってから、まだ数週間しか経っていないのに、
すぐにあなたに恋して、
そして、すぐに愛が冷めてしまった。
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Time stands dorment since you left
I can't moved forward
Nor do I want to
My desire is to be with you once more
But it's impossible to do so
Everybody is racing around
Trying to get ahead
Not realising my pain
I don't know how to explain my feelings
As the heartache grabs my chest
......
The feeling lingers
A paper cut between the fingers
We both know that it's over
But I think we're over thinkers
This ground that we're breaking
Sometimes feels like we're mistaking
This pain we feel, for love
But then it's love that we are making
We are one under the sheets
But then lay shattered in the streets
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I have breakup at eight tonight
It's in my calendar. Look!
From eight to nine tonight: an appointment
With the title: "Breakup". That's what it says.
At eight tonight
Is when she will end it.
She didn't say as much but I already know
Why we're getting together earlier than usual
What we'll be doing and
......