I’ll forgive myself
For loving you over me
When I needed love

For convincing you
That you were what I wanted
When I was unsure

For making conflict
When you deserved compassion
I’ll forgive myself

For the constant thought
That you deserved better yet
Treating you poorly

I’ll forgive myself
For being a meteor
Burning bright than black

I’ll forgive myself
For loving then leaving you
But not now, not yet