What does it mean
When one says
βThat I no longer see
The colors around meβ
How does one convey
The feeling of mutual understanding
A swirl of emotions
Stirring within, screaming
To fling open its gates and embrace
A broken, torn soul
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My nose is irritated again,
Zack have you seen
the heroin or cocaine
Oh great! Heβs passed ou-
Move away! He has overdosed
Get him some help!
Blimey!
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I rest my head
Upon a pillow so soft
It felt like I was
Below a 1000 kilos
Yet comfort never
Seemed to let me go
The worry chatter
The smiling face
Expressionless
......
I am enoughβ¦
So when you walk stand up straight.. because if u have a hunch in your back itβll make your words harder to pronounciate
I AM ENOUGHβ¦
So it's okay to feel vulnerable in places where you are weakened.. have you heard blacker the berry sweeter the juice..well women that come in my condition always keep the Kool-aid sweetened.
I AM ENOUGHβ¦
Even when you find the words to say that you're not.. be confident in your beauty your ππππππππ π
ππππππππ you're a sight that cannot be unsought.. and I know I know you're contradicting this thought but that's just because your me.. but I'm also telling you everything there NOT.
I AM ENOUGH.
Moral of the story sis.. its always been me and you I know I'm just the voice you hear that gets you through and through but I want you to know I'm here for you. you are that lotus that blooms
You are not the sun but you dwell on top of the moon
You are the sea. you are the seashells that float onto the shore from the waves Dupree.
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and i told myself to breathe
because you told me to breathe
and i said to myself i am worth it
because you taught me so
i looked at your beautiful boy in the mirror
and my love for me grew nearer
Leaving eighteen
What is wrong with me?
Every single night before I close my eyes
This question plays in my head on repeat
I know I'll never be able to answer
This question
Because I don't know what is wrong with me...
I don't think there is anything wrong with me
I'm just drowning in a pool of self hate
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My nose is irritated again,
Zack have you seen
the heroin or cocaine
Oh great! Heβs passed ou-
Move away! He has overdosed
Get him some help!
Blimey!
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I'm no narcissist.
I care a lot,
Not for the others,
But for myself.
I believe in love,
Self love alone,
Because it seems to me,
That the rest do not deserve it.
You give them a hand ,
They will rip off your arm.
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There is a girl
naive, innocent and stubborn
who lives inside me
unaware of the demons of the real world
whenever i sit alone,I'm not really alone
she sits beside me
reminding meΒ that I'm just alone and not lonely and that she's always gonna stay inside me
she tells me abt how i felt when i was high up in the sky while swinging with myΒ brother
or when i was cooking with my mother
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Youβre the rays to my sun
Youre the dream of eternal fun
My demons have me at gunpoint
Compelling me to run
Your light, makes me feel that
I can still fight
You're worth fighting for
I find peace in your allure
Within me, the confidence you conjure
Your face in my mind
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