In distant realms where love's elusive gleams,
I search for traces of what once was true.
A love untamed, lost in forgotten dreams,
A flame once bright, now dimmed and misconstrued.
The path to find this love, wrought with despair,
Obscured by veils of time and circumstance.
Yet in my heart, a flicker, ever aware,
A yearning to rekindle love's expanse.
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Dew doth drop with gentle hue,
On petals tinged a bashful blue,
As bees swoon to swollen pollen;
I crave back that view to fall in;
‘Tis you, ‘tis you.
As sea kisses the night sky,
Before day doth due the two goodbye,
I lie; a rock on thine tender shore;
And beg thou to crash upon forever more.
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In the quiet corners of my mind,
Your laughter lingers, a ghost entwined.
Once a fire, now just a spark,
Your absence haunts in the dark.
With every laugh and every tear,
Memories linger, sweet but clear.
I reach for you, but find the air,
A hollow space, an empty chair.
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An island sunset, when mango moon is calling,
Lush palm fronds sway, when the day is stalling.
Ivory tailed comet, comes but once in a lifetime,
Sitting in tropical sunset, at just the right time.
Gemmed hummingbird sparkle. Destiny dreams.
Pink sun is roving. Glossy crows' feathers gleam.
What was left behind, is often recalled to mind;
Yet, plum fate isn't unkind, as love again you find.
Life is leaving me feeling hopelessly ironic.
There is no feeling i miss more than youth.
Love was abused and lust was the tonic
I stand survivor of each down fall
Each time I got back up was another lesson,
Lessons I more than often shamefully ignored.
Mistakes become choice when you are constantly in them
Explosive emotion lead the way to many exit doors
Love is wasted energy if you lack to begin,
You cant expect someone to put your joy within.
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"Tina, Written in the Stars"
I still hear your voice in the hush between days,
like wind through the trees or a soul that still stays.
You were never just here—you were part of the skies,
a fire in the dark, a forever in my eyes.
Tina, your love was a truth etched in bone,
the kind the universe carves into stone.
They took your breath, but not your flame,
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Dew doth drop with gentle hue,
On petals tinged a bashful blue,
As bees swoon to swollen pollen;
I crave back that view to fall in;
‘Tis you, ‘tis you.
As sea kisses the night sky,
Before day doth due the two goodbye,
I lie; a rock on thine tender shore;
And beg thou to crash upon forever more.
......
In the quiet corners of my mind,
Your laughter lingers, a ghost entwined.
Once a fire, now just a spark,
Your absence haunts in the dark.
With every laugh and every tear,
Memories linger, sweet but clear.
I reach for you, but find the air,
A hollow space, an empty chair.
......
An island sunset, when mango moon is calling,
Lush palm fronds sway, when the day is stalling.
Ivory tailed comet, comes but once in a lifetime,
Sitting in tropical sunset, at just the right time.
Gemmed hummingbird sparkle. Destiny dreams.
Pink sun is roving. Glossy crows' feathers gleam.
What was left behind, is often recalled to mind;
Yet, plum fate isn't unkind, as love again you find.
Additionally, I am ending the relationship with you , I do not think it would work out between us,I don’t think it ever did. we have different views of how people inlove should act, and trying to “force” you to be how I imagine isn’t doing us any good.
I want to be in a relationship with a man that desires me as much I do him and I get that you give off emotions and affections sparingly but it is not what I want, and every time, I feel I’m begging for crumps, for the barest minimum in a relationship I bring so much to the table to be begging for simple things that I give liberally.
I get so infuriated because I have never invested in a relationship the way I have with you yet I get the least effort, I get the least “reward”, I get the very least of everything and it annoys me so much.
You do not call me, you do not text me, you don’t support me in ways a boyfriend would, you don’t make an attempt to help me in any way, you don’t even try to know how I’m fairing, what I’m going through, what I need, you don’t make any attempt to share in my stress, to be closer to me than anyone else, but when it comes to you I try my best to show you, any little way I can that I will always support you, and be there for you.
You are so self absorbed that if I do not ask to see you, you won’t make any attempt to see me. You don’t make any plans for us, and when I do, you scrap it without any backup plan, and when you talk of your goals and dreams it is only about you; what YOU want to get, things YOU want to do with little or no plurals at all.
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