On my own since I was 12 made my life in the criminal world. I was quite successful. I have retired from crime because my wife was killed in a targeted hit .they called me MadMak my real name is Clint I wrote this poem to memorialize Mt late wife ..I miss you so much. Every day of every night my soul pays for my past regrets ...but what's done is done .I can change my expected end ,my legacy I still have time to give to society my best. I am reformed I am a new man and I have a new beginning.