I'm not lazy;
I'm just tired,
Just figuring out
What months of pain rewired.
"You're healed," everyone says,
When I'm surviving each day
with constant malaise.
I don't have energy like you do;
Let me rest longer, for an hour or two.
The time stolen from my teenage,
......
She never cried, never uttered a word. Only her eyes spoke. Big tragic eyes.
She had been fed on lies and smiles.
This new, blue and lonely section of hell was uncharted.
And this is when she had a revolutionary idea :
She would make more time for life's truly important things.
First on the list - Breathing!
You just come out on the other side or you don't.
Een misstap
niet groot,maar genoeg.
De oever verdwijnt
en het koude oppervlak opent zich
zonder waarschuwing.
Het water is geen vijand
maar het maakt alles zwaar
het tilt de fouten op
......
I keep walking.
Not because I'm brave-
because I don't know where else to go.
The floor cuts deep.
Thin lines open,
quiet red truths rising to the surface.
Every step says:stop.
Bij I don't.
......
Pushups and planks
Now armpits stank.
Roping and jumping
Outdoors I'm loving
Kicking and punching
Tension and stress I'm releasing
Netflix on house arrest
......
Een misstap
niet groot,maar genoeg.
De oever verdwijnt
en het koude oppervlak opent zich
zonder waarschuwing.
Het water is geen vijand
maar het maakt alles zwaar
het tilt de fouten op
......
I'm not lazy;
I'm just tired,
Just figuring out
What months of pain rewired.
"You're healed," everyone says,
When I'm surviving each day
with constant malaise.
I don't have energy like you do;
Let me rest longer, for an hour or two.
The time stolen from my teenage,
......
I walked this road with fire in my hands.
Not as a threat,
but as a memory of the spark
that once lit the sky inside me.
Each step scorches softly-
the earth remembers
where passion has passed.
I carry no map.
......
We Are The Weed People
We are the weeds—
rooted deep in resilience.
Dropped here from distant lands,
we rise,
storm after storm,
spirit ever higher.
......
I keep walking.
Not because I'm brave-
because I don't know where else to go.
The floor cuts deep.
Thin lines open,
quiet red truths rising to the surface.
Every step says:stop.
Bij I don't.
......