Under the first rain's gentle embrace,
I sat at the gate, a smile on my face,
Inhaling the earth's sweet, familiar scent,
"Mitti ki khushboo," a cherished event.
Once, I'd envisioned us dancing in the rain,
Laughing and walking, free from all pain,
But today, as the raindrops fell from above,
I found solace in nature, in the absence of love.
......
I’ve tried so many times to stop remembering
but every time
I stand still
all I see is an ocean of your blue
eyes
and I start to sink
with the disappointment wrapping around me tighter
than you ever did
and everything that was
or was supposed to be
......
What have I to say to you
When we shall meet?
Yet—
I lie here thinking of you.
The stain of love
Is upon the world.
Yellow, yellow, yellow,
It eats into the leaves,
Smears with saffron
......
With such small hands,
I find it difficult to hold my feelings,
too big and bold to fit,
like a bear in a cage.
My knuckles white with this tension
Foolish words scratching,
fighting, and biting at my lips,
threatening to be born.
......
I turned to the last page
in my notebook and wrote
about everything I know
About you and me, I wrote
the sweetest things
Just know,
I didn't mean any of it
......
Under the first rain's gentle embrace,
I sat at the gate, a smile on my face,
Inhaling the earth's sweet, familiar scent,
"Mitti ki khushboo," a cherished event.
Once, I'd envisioned us dancing in the rain,
Laughing and walking, free from all pain,
But today, as the raindrops fell from above,
I found solace in nature, in the absence of love.
......
Heavy is the head that wears the crown,
The royal blue keeps wrapping round my heart.
Pushing me down, I’m about to drown.
It’s fine, I want to depart.
A brave new world I’ll find,
An ethereal place for your eternal beauty,
Where nobody’s going to mind,
A place where we won’t be on duty.
......
Please can someone come and take me away?
living a life-the most miserable one-
it hurts like hell
don't wanna live anymore
just want to end it all.
living with a heavy heart is such a mess
seeing smiling faces happy people enjoying now and then
and here I am standing aloof of 'em all
trying hard to hide my pain and cope with my life
but over and over again i find myself trapped in that vicious cycle where it nearly seems impossible to ever come out
......
Kaisi jindagi hai , sabke samne hothon pe hasi hai aankhon me chamak hai jindagi jeene ki chah hai
Aur andar se insaan pura tabah hai
Apna atit bhul na paye,zakhm mere wo puraane kabhi bhar na paaye
phir bhi sab kuch apne muskan me chupaye ye parinda udta jaye
Dil me ab wo pyaar nahi wo pehli jaisi pyaas ni,sab kuch kho chuki hun
bahar se puri andar se bas khokli bachi hun
Aankhon me laankhon armaan sajaye chalti ja ri hun
......
Isolation in a crowd
We laugh, we smile, we joke
We weep and hug and cry
Jokes and joy,laughter and love
And still alone I feel all night
I know that together we all are
But still as one I feel at heart
Unsure of myself, unsure of my place
......