Maddie Walter

November 9, 2005- Ohio
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The Little Things

I’m used to it by now.
Nothing can surprise me.
I’m not your puppet, I never was.
I’ve cut myself loose.
I could have anyone else but you.
What is wrong with you?
No.
What is wrong with me?

I want to cry, and never stop.
All this heartache.
For nothing.
I can’t forget about you.
After everything I did?
That’s the problem.
You don’t care, you never have.
I hate you.
I love you.
I cant decide.

You consume my every thought.
The little happy I felt.
Is it worth the pain?
It shouldn’t be.
But it is.
You fooled me
Or maybe I fooled myself.
This is my fault.
I wanna go back.
How can you do this?
You don’t care.
The little excitement I felt.
Just another conversation for you.
Not for me.

Now here I am.
You’ve moved on.
But I haven’t
I’m so tired.
I wanna disappear.
You did this to me.
What kind of love does this?
I can’t forget about you.
I don’t know how to do this.

Did you mean anything you said?
Pain is all I know of.
I’m in far too deep.
Maybe we can try again.

Please come back.

It was all the little things.
I wish you could see
It was nothing to you.
It was everything to me.
I remember every little thing.
You took it all away.

At the end of the day
I will always forgive you.
Hoping someday
you will remember the little things.
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