Finding your hair between my pillows..
Man this shits everywhere.
Reminiscing 'bout the days where we just laid and stared
at the sunrise (your first time), Our last time- yea I kept it true.
But one mans truth is another women's lie
cause the way I remember it, I was left alone to cry.
"Shy and introverted", walking around in her Harley Quin outfit.
I was your Joker then, should've realized we were just a joke then.
......
Things get better
but does life ever?
Does that mean I'll stop?
Never.
Girls be coming from every block- pleasure.
Looking back on my past I spent with her - Lesser.
"Sir, do you ever think about being greater?"
"Only when I think about her, sure."
Memories have been made-
......
Watching birds fly by- always put me in a vibe.
Sad to say the vibe ain't as sublime as the time we used to spend together.
My car-
mountain view.
The only girl who knew me thru and thru.
I might be mad at you, but how could I ever forget you?
Only intention was to like ya' and put a ring on it,
guess the only ring I'm putting on is around my "Fuck you" I have reserved for him.
......
I will not grant that I yet remember thy scent,
Nor that thy smile once was bright as day.
I will not grant that I recall our first embrace,
The first kiss, the first confession.
I mind it all, but to speak it, I refuse.
Many have said:
"Thou dost seek in each new man the shade of him,"
And though it be true,
......
It took me one day
to mourn you
and 3 years
to mourn myself
It's been 705 days since I last felt truly at peace,
705 days since I was with the one I loved the most.
And still, I’m convinced I’ll never love again the way I loved you.
You were the reason I stayed, and in a way, you still are.
I stay now, for the slim chance that we might cross paths once more,
That maybe one day, we’ll meet again.
But deep down, I know I need a reason to stay here,
Other than just holding onto the hope of seeing you,
Someone who belongs only in my past.
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Today, I braced myself to get through,
Waiting for two new cats to soothe—
Two lives to fill the empty space,
And calm the ache I can't erase.
As melodies played soft and clear,
I scrolled through my phone, drawing near.
In a glance, the world flew fast,
Like wind that blows and cannot last.
......
I will not grant that I yet remember thy scent,
Nor that thy smile once was bright as day.
I will not grant that I recall our first embrace,
The first kiss, the first confession.
I mind it all, but to speak it, I refuse.
Many have said:
"Thou dost seek in each new man the shade of him,"
And though it be true,
......
I strive with all myn might to still the call,
For love that once was deep, now turned to thrall.
I gave thee all, yet thou didst trample me,
And scorned mine heart, with no pity to see.
I fight to hold my wrath from thee,
That thou might feel the weight o' mine agony.
I turn mine eyes from likenesses we made,
For they bring naught but sorrow, pale and fade.
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What an unfortunate fate;
We are almost perfect.
Our kiss was perfect,
Our plans match and align.
We already could envision
The beautiful future we could have together.
Working together, starting a family,
Having a life we've both dreamed of.
You're all I've been looking for,
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