Ex Poems
705 Days
by Nad Sof
It's been 705 days since I last felt truly at peace,
705 days since I was with the one I loved the most.
And still, I’m convinced I’ll never love again the way I loved you.
You were the reason I stayed, and in a way, you still are.
I stay now, for the slim chance that we might cross paths once more,
That maybe one day, we’ll meet again.
But deep down, I know I need a reason to stay here,
Other than just holding onto the hope of seeing you,
Someone who belongs only in my past.
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Musing 4
by Shuvo Chakraborty
If the doll is dead,
Mind wails at heart behest,
No perjury against the tears
Being confined in eyes corner,
Simmering in sunshine as sand
upon the river bed in moonlight,
Wither with the passing days like the winter hays; another doll is bought
By ferthing ere the mists of sorrow are erased.
Musing 5
by Shuvo Chakraborty
Affirm better alive or not
Ere douse the candle fire
Or shot the knife to tender cake.
Bring out the soul invisible
And focus mediating light upon,
To check and confirm the candle inborn
Is lighted whether with celestial fire
Or languishes in ignorance mire,
Retire then for learning and ignite the genuine fire
And back to the world living for birthday prayers.
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Musing 1
by Shuvo Chakraborty
Pilferage some joys from laboring soul
Or storm upon a light brain
And plunder the plain sorrow
That quickly fade like the colors on brushes
No more heart crushing like sugar cane
Or freezing the blood warm in unspoken pain
Nor absolute loyalty to moon and heaven
And roaming butterfly now ye,
Riot of beauty in rose garden with little substance.
Salute those fairies being painted so artificially
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MUSING 2
by Shuvo Chakraborty
Dolls are not eternal,
Falling stars, heart broken,
Meteor shapes, earth shaken.
Blue eyed blondes in haven
Leaving gapes thousands of perennial void.
Dancing fairies showcasing charms
In attires best gracing lousy bosoms,
Tinkering blaze with amazing glaze,
Haunting elf in flying spree,
Went off like meteor self.
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705 Days
by Nad Sof
It's been 705 days since I last felt truly at peace,
705 days since I was with the one I loved the most.
And still, I’m convinced I’ll never love again the way I loved you.
You were the reason I stayed, and in a way, you still are.
I stay now, for the slim chance that we might cross paths once more,
That maybe one day, we’ll meet again.
But deep down, I know I need a reason to stay here,
Other than just holding onto the hope of seeing you,
Someone who belongs only in my past.
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"And Sometimes..."
by Nad Sof
Today, I braced myself to get through,
Waiting for two new cats to soothe—
Two lives to fill the empty space,
And calm the ache I can't erase.
As melodies played soft and clear,
I scrolled through my phone, drawing near.
In a glance, the world flew fast,
Like wind that blows and cannot last.
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Shade Of Thee.
by Nad Sof
I will not grant that I yet remember thy scent,
Nor that thy smile once was bright as day.
I will not grant that I recall our first embrace,
The first kiss, the first confession.
I mind it all, but to speak it, I refuse.
Many have said:
"Thou dost seek in each new man the shade of him,"
And though it be true,
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Urge
by Nad Sof
I strive with all myn might to still the call,
For love that once was deep, now turned to thrall.
I gave thee all, yet thou didst trample me,
And scorned mine heart, with no pity to see.
I fight to hold my wrath from thee,
That thou might feel the weight o' mine agony.
I turn mine eyes from likenesses we made,
For they bring naught but sorrow, pale and fade.
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Bittersweet Fairytale
by Nad SZA
What an unfortunate fate;
We are almost perfect.
Our kiss was perfect,
Our plans match and align.
We already could envision
The beautiful future we could have together.
Working together, starting a family,
Having a life we've both dreamed of.
You're all I've been looking for,
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