My eyes whirl as I try to wrap my head around it
My brains scramble as they attempt to understand it
Nothing makes sense anymore, it’s no use to try
All I can do now is stand here and cry
Everyone’s left me and left no reason why
Confusion envelops me as the end runs nigh
I’m left here in sorrow, in isolation so cold
Apology does nothing, so it is here I fold.
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Oh brokenhearted one,
Has your soul grown weary?
Oh brokenhearted one,
Had the world grown cold?
Have you come the sea to engulf your lonely tears?
Have you come to the sea, to let the cold rest come?
Here, we will pull you deeper,
Deeper into the darkness
......
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer so everyone could see how badly I hurt inside.
I'd wear it with pride and pain in my eyes.
Porcelain cracked and peices lying, forgotten
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer
So everyone could see how I feel inside.
I envy my body
for it always gets what it wants.
If it gets tired, I sleep
If it aches, I rest
If it's wounded, I treat and never want to feel the pain again.
But, my heart,
I pity my heart
for it never gets what it wants.
If it gets tired, I coax
......
Then suddenly he was gone ,
Like a wind , like a rain drop, like a sun ray, like a falling petal
I stood there with a broken pieces of my heart in my hand
Suddenly I can feel my face so red and teary
The only question came to my mind was why mee
My hands were shaking, which was once held his and made me forget about everything else, that same hand were trembling like the hand itself want to run away from me and hide
The eyes I admired , never knew mine also had dreams and hope
The smile I admired , never knew mine also wanted to smile
The heart I saw in him never knew mine also need love
The life I had in my mind with him was someone else , little did I knew
......
De stilte vóór het eerste akkoord
is het zwaarst.
Daar,waar adem nog aarzelt,
begint het breken.
Geen violen,
alleen de trilling van een leegte
die zich langzaam uitvouwt
zoals een herinnering die je niet riep
maar toch komt.
......
My eyes whirl as I try to wrap my head around it
My brains scramble as they attempt to understand it
Nothing makes sense anymore, it’s no use to try
All I can do now is stand here and cry
Everyone’s left me and left no reason why
Confusion envelops me as the end runs nigh
I’m left here in sorrow, in isolation so cold
Apology does nothing, so it is here I fold.
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer so everyone could see how badly I hurt inside.
I'd wear it with pride and pain in my eyes.
Porcelain cracked and peices lying, forgotten
I wish I could smash my heart with a hammer
So everyone could see how I feel inside.
When our eyes met,
it hit me like a train.
Took my breath,
like jumping from a plane.
I thought it could not
get any better.
I would do anything,
to just forget her.
......