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They make us hate our bodies so much
that we forget we own it.
we spend our youth hunting for anyone
else to handle the now excessive load.
we let them use it until the fragments of
what was once ours shatters into
something unrecognizable.
why does society push us so quickly into forfeiting our own autonomy?
the first thing we are ready to give up is the one thing we truly own.
......
pillowy soft flesh
rotted down to the bone
i'd live with the scars,
if it meant I'd be small
The burn kills the shame.
I cry as the guilt pours out,
Until the numbness heals the ache
And the anger is satisfied.
i forgive my body
for all that she’s done
i free him from his sins
and nestle in her safety
i thank my body for protecting me
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The burn kills the shame.
I cry as the guilt pours out,
Until the numbness heals the ache
And the anger is satisfied.
I feel so heavy.
My hands touch the ground
And drag across the floor
Shedding skin and blood.
My stomach bulges out,
Loud and mad.
It's funny how I feel like a joke.
pillowy soft flesh
rotted down to the bone
i'd live with the scars,
if it meant I'd be small
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I relapsed—
After my shift
Rushed to the bathroom
Purged it all out
I hate this brain
That makes me hurt myself
I'm just so tired
Of never feeling worthy
Always second choice
Not valued, passed over
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