Listen out across the room
To others' conversations
They seem to flow so sweet and free
Nothing like my emotions
Jealous of the way they speak
With confidence and humor
As though they know their priorities
Of which mine, I'm never sure
......
Did some little young thing catch my man’s eye?
Hopefully a quick thought, or is he mid-affair or is it possible he’s still a good guy?
I can’t help but notice recent changes he’s made.
The more I think about it, the madder I get, he better not have strayed!
It’s hard to talk to him because he makes me feel insane.
And I don’t believe shit he says which makes my anger hard to contain.
I’m left at home with no way to go, that makes me feel some type of way.
If only I had proof that he’s cheating on me I could just walk away.
I’ve tracked him down and chased him around, to catch him in the act.
But when I find him I get attitude and absolutely no eye contact.
......
What is wrong with me?
I'm insane
Coming home every day
I can't seem to let things go
Everything that bothers me
Never seems to leave
I'm depressed
Can't seem to forget
Swirling around in my head
Every regret
......
I am always the friend who supports you ,
the friend who helps you ,
the friend who doesn’t care ,
if the way I treat you is how you do .
I will be walking behind you in rain ,
holding an umbrella for you
so u don’t get wet .
I will be walking behind you
in pain ,
thinking if my feelings are right
......
Listen out across the room
To others' conversations
They seem to flow so sweet and free
Nothing like my emotions
Jealous of the way they speak
With confidence and humor
As though they know their priorities
Of which mine, I'm never sure
......
I am always the friend who supports you ,
the friend who helps you ,
the friend who doesn’t care ,
if the way I treat you is how you do .
I will be walking behind you in rain ,
holding an umbrella for you
so u don’t get wet .
I will be walking behind you
in pain ,
thinking if my feelings are right
......
Did some little young thing catch my man’s eye?
Hopefully a quick thought, or is he mid-affair or is it possible he’s still a good guy?
I can’t help but notice recent changes he’s made.
The more I think about it, the madder I get, he better not have strayed!
It’s hard to talk to him because he makes me feel insane.
And I don’t believe shit he says which makes my anger hard to contain.
I’m left at home with no way to go, that makes me feel some type of way.
If only I had proof that he’s cheating on me I could just walk away.
I’ve tracked him down and chased him around, to catch him in the act.
But when I find him I get attitude and absolutely no eye contact.
......
What is wrong with me?
I'm insane
Coming home every day
I can't seem to let things go
Everything that bothers me
Never seems to leave
I'm depressed
Can't seem to forget
Swirling around in my head
Every regret
......