What is wrong with me?
I'm insane
Coming home every day
I can't seem to let things go
Everything that bothers me
Never seems to leave
I'm depressed
Can't seem to forget
Swirling around in my head
Every regret
......
Cascades of love,
I kept putting bricks around
how long shall I surround?
Whatever was left;
of it all—
I stood with ballistas' protruding
upon stinking patches of blood-mud;
the gates to my paradise
banished forever.
......
Did some little young thing catch my man’s eye?
Hopefully a quick thought, or is he mid-affair or is it possible he’s still a good guy?
I can’t help but notice recent changes he’s made.
The more I think about it, the madder I get, he better not have strayed!
It’s hard to talk to him because he makes me feel insane.
And I don’t believe shit he says which makes my anger hard to contain.
I’m left at home with no way to go, that makes me feel some type of way.
If only I had proof that he’s cheating on me I could just walk away.
I’ve tracked him down and chased him around, to catch him in the act.
But when I find him I get attitude and absolutely no eye contact.
......
I am always the friend who supports you ,
the friend who helps you ,
the friend who doesn’t care ,
if the way I treat you is how you do .
I will be walking behind you in rain ,
holding an umbrella for you
so u don’t get wet .
I will be walking behind you
in pain ,
thinking if my feelings are right
......
Cascades of love,
I kept putting bricks around
how long shall I surround?
Whatever was left;
of it all—
I stood with ballistas' protruding
upon stinking patches of blood-mud;
the gates to my paradise
banished forever.
......
I am always the friend who supports you ,
the friend who helps you ,
the friend who doesn’t care ,
if the way I treat you is how you do .
I will be walking behind you in rain ,
holding an umbrella for you
so u don’t get wet .
I will be walking behind you
in pain ,
thinking if my feelings are right
......
Did some little young thing catch my man’s eye?
Hopefully a quick thought, or is he mid-affair or is it possible he’s still a good guy?
I can’t help but notice recent changes he’s made.
The more I think about it, the madder I get, he better not have strayed!
It’s hard to talk to him because he makes me feel insane.
And I don’t believe shit he says which makes my anger hard to contain.
I’m left at home with no way to go, that makes me feel some type of way.
If only I had proof that he’s cheating on me I could just walk away.
I’ve tracked him down and chased him around, to catch him in the act.
But when I find him I get attitude and absolutely no eye contact.
......
What is wrong with me?
I'm insane
Coming home every day
I can't seem to let things go
Everything that bothers me
Never seems to leave
I'm depressed
Can't seem to forget
Swirling around in my head
Every regret
......