I followed God's call, said "yes" with joy,
Life was bright, nothing could destroy.
But one small mistake, just a tiny slip,
Now all my hard work starts to dip.
They say I must prove myself again,
But how much effort? How much pain?
These thoughts come back, again and again,
Bringing doubt, like falling rain.
This year feels heavy, not made for me,
Full of sorrow, wishing to be free.
......
I followed God's call, said "yes" with joy,
Life was bright, nothing could destroy.
But one small mistake, just a tiny slip,
Now all my hard work starts to dip.
They say I must prove myself again,
But how much effort? How much pain?
These thoughts come back, again and again,
Bringing doubt, like falling rain.
This year feels heavy, not made for me,
Full of sorrow, wishing to be free.
......