Sweet and bitter
As green turned into bright red
The color of her lips
Are as much as colorful
Bite it
Savor it
Taste it
Don't let it get way from you
......
I can't seem to forget the scent
All the paintings in your wall
It is really a hard fall
I saw the colors you've been keeping for so long
I'm surrounded by you
It defines you
I saw the real you in those works
......
Thank you for saving me."
But I'm sorry, I don't.. I can't love you"
These were the words that stabbed my heart
I thought everything is going well for us
I've been trying to lie to myself
All this time, I'm fighting for us
But little do I know
......
I tried grasping at you
The air feels cold all of a sudden
I can't feel you anymore
My eyesight is blurry
We're nearly at our destination
When you said
"I give up. I'm sorry."
......
I've become a monster
I left everything behind
I scream and scream
No one heard me
No one cares
Because no one knows
Even if they do
They thought and claim
......
Are you sleeping fine these days?
Without me, you're probably overthinking some stuff again.
I should probably tell you this, your warmth is getting colder.
And each night is a struggle for the feelings I'm trying to maintain.
I'm in trouble you know, it's like a deep stain.
Whenever I try to get rid of it, you'll be there to keep me in the loop.
Stop telling me to dream life with you when you don't want me to fall asleep.
......
Would you be willing to thank the rain?
If I will be the one closest to pain?
Should you be thinking about her warmth
When the blood is pouring out of your heart?
Silence is a loophole in my head
It's making me think not to feel regret
Your laughter and pranks
Being childish and being a jerk at times
I admit it is remarkable in its own way
......
I can't seem to forget the scent
All the paintings in your wall
It is really a hard fall
I saw the colors you've been keeping for so long
I'm surrounded by you
It defines you
I saw the real you in those works
......
They say you'll never be the same
But for me, your eyes say it all
That one night summer we shared
Will always be here in my heart
You knock on the door
Teens were past out on the floor
Found me in the middle
Grab my waist
Try to pull me in your world
......
Thank you for saving me."
But I'm sorry, I don't.. I can't love you"
These were the words that stabbed my heart
I thought everything is going well for us
I've been trying to lie to myself
All this time, I'm fighting for us
But little do I know
......