One time
My father
Wanted
To be wasted
He then
Tried to
Get a lighter
And head to
The living room
To get the
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One who cannot love another refers also the one who cannot love oneself
He who does not have the right to love someone believed to be cursed
Pride and envy, sins that create diversity
Above all this, he tried and hoped but he lost
Lost the track whom he thinks the right path
There is something that can help him to see the warmth
A light that embodies the answer he’s been looking for is headed to regrets
Keep moving forward to witness unexpected events
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So today, I asked myself
"I only have one year left, what am I going to do?"
And then the things that people always say to me
"Everybody has their own pace,
Their chapter 1 isn't the same as yours
Your time will eventually come"
But does it?
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Is there any chance of saving a lost cause?
Poor soul set sails towards darkness
Nobody knows, nobody sees
They just get over it
It's not their business after all
Why would they care?
Poor soul set sails towards darkness
Scream, shout and let it all out
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You were nothing but everyone sees you as a hero
I don’t know about them it’s just that you were nothing.
Compare to me I have everything.
And when I said everything? It includes power.
Yet why? Why are you always rushing towards danger?
Oh, I get it, is it because I’m the heir?
After the reward and you will be known?
Judging you, was my mistake and should be the last option.
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Are you sleeping fine these days?
Without me, you're probably overthinking some stuff again.
I should probably tell you this, your warmth is getting colder.
And each night is a struggle for the feelings I'm trying to maintain.
I'm in trouble you know, it's like a deep stain.
Whenever I try to get rid of it, you'll be there to keep me in the loop.
Stop telling me to dream life with you when you don't want me to fall asleep.
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Would you be willing to thank the rain?
If I will be the one closest to pain?
Should you be thinking about her warmth
When the blood is pouring out of your heart?
Silence is a loophole in my head
It's making me think not to feel regret
Your laughter and pranks
Being childish and being a jerk at times
I admit it is remarkable in its own way
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I can't seem to forget the scent
All the paintings in your wall
It is really a hard fall
I saw the colors you've been keeping for so long
I'm surrounded by you
It defines you
I saw the real you in those works
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They say you'll never be the same
But for me, your eyes say it all
That one night summer we shared
Will always be here in my heart
You knock on the door
Teens were past out on the floor
Found me in the middle
Grab my waist
Try to pull me in your world
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Thank you for saving me."
But I'm sorry, I don't.. I can't love you"
These were the words that stabbed my heart
I thought everything is going well for us
I've been trying to lie to myself
All this time, I'm fighting for us
But little do I know
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