Stupid thoughts Poems
My Father Broke My Heart
by Levianel Ross
One time
My father
Wanted
To be wasted
He then
Tried to
Get a lighter
And head to
The living room
To get the
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Stupid Thoughts 17
by Levianel Ross
I lied to him
I said I didn't want him
I told him he wasn't ready
I ask him he should love himself
I lied to him
I should have said I needed him
I should have told him I'm grateful for him taking the risk
I should have ask him to let me help him pick up his broken self
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Stupid Thoughts 21
by Levianel Ross
It's been too long
We stopped talking
About two years I guess
And just recently
You started it again
How can I ignore you
When all it took
is your voice to let my heart
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City Lights
by Levianel Ross
Catch me
With the glimpse
Of the city lights
I promise you
I'll be there
Walking with eyes closed
Not knowing where to
Even though
Left me in the streets
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There's nothing to keep
by Levianel Ross
I keep giving you my cold shoulders
I thought you're not going to give up
I keep saying to myself I don't want you
I thought you're not going to find someone else
I keep saying I won't fall for you
I thought you're not gonna stop needing me
I keep saying you do not deserve me
I thought you still want me
Until, I saw you and her
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Stupid Thoughts 28
by Levianel Ross
Are you sleeping fine these days?
Without me, you're probably overthinking some stuff again.
I should probably tell you this, your warmth is getting colder.
And each night is a struggle for the feelings I'm trying to maintain.
I'm in trouble you know, it's like a deep stain.
Whenever I try to get rid of it, you'll be there to keep me in the loop.
Stop telling me to dream life with you when you don't want me to fall asleep.
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11-02-17
by Levianel Ross
Would you be willing to thank the rain?
If I will be the one closest to pain?
Should you be thinking about her warmth
When the blood is pouring out of your heart?
Silence is a loophole in my head
It's making me think not to feel regret
Your laughter and pranks
Being childish and being a jerk at times
I admit it is remarkable in its own way
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Art
by Levianel Ross
I can't seem to forget the scent
All the paintings in your wall
It is really a hard fall
I saw the colors you've been keeping for so long
I'm surrounded by you
It defines you
I saw the real you in those works
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Starry Night
by Levianel Ross
They say you'll never be the same
But for me, your eyes say it all
That one night summer we shared
Will always be here in my heart
You knock on the door
Teens were past out on the floor
Found me in the middle
Grab my waist
Try to pull me in your world
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99
by Levianel Ross
Thank you for saving me."
But I'm sorry, I don't.. I can't love you"
These were the words that stabbed my heart
I thought everything is going well for us
I've been trying to lie to myself
All this time, I'm fighting for us
But little do I know
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