Every time I think of you my hands began to shake.
My knees begin to wobble and my head begins to ache.
You caused me nothing but trouble and I often wondered why.
I was good to you and I loved you so. You were the apple of my eye.
It started on the afternoon of the 23rd of May.
You were dating a boy named Anderson
but your game he couldn’t play.
Then when you saw me you fell in love
and you still love me today.
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Don't feel me, M there
can't see me, m air
I'm like your beating heart
Touch the casket and feel my part
Resplendence keeps me on toe
No time for love no chance to go
But I 'll see you someday for sure
That day we will stop and I promise we won't grow anymore
Come and take what's only your
The part of you what been separated so
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Put on hold
Outside the waiting room of your perspective
I plea and petition for your affections
But my insistence on what I desire makes me feel defective
The last thing you need is a guilt trip from me
When you’ve got the weight of your own burdens to bear
Amid life’s melodrama and reoccurring tragedy
When I’m just trying to relate in someway to say I care
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So much loving and caring
He appears in the lights
Of his honorable and civilized life
But acts otherwise
In the dead deserted nights.
In darkness of artificial glamor
He turns into ruthless rustic,
Utterly abusive and deadly scary
Brandishing his muscled power forcibly.
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My lips are a barrier to a sick tongue,
Lies taste sweet, I can never get enough,
The truth is bitter, and It goes down tough,
My throat burns.
My thoughts take over the empty spaces,
And They find their way to the darkest places,
I can not even remember what today is, let alone what my name is,
Broken.
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Put on hold
Outside the waiting room of your perspective
I plea and petition for your affections
But my insistence on what I desire makes me feel defective
The last thing you need is a guilt trip from me
When you’ve got the weight of your own burdens to bear
Amid life’s melodrama and reoccurring tragedy
When I’m just trying to relate in someway to say I care
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Two doors open—
one flat on a sandy hill,
mine beneath a flickering light,
like a dying eye.
We step through,
and the tearing begins—
the skin of the world,
the brittle edge that held us in,
and kept us apart.
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Bonds aren't easy to weave,
Trust, love, and balance, they believe.
A delicate thread, carefully spun,
Once formed, let it be truly won.
Strong ties aren't built overnight,
They need patience, shining bright.
Doubt's a shadow, dark and deep,
Can shatter the bond in its sleep.
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I think I started forgetting you
on a Wednesday afternoon,
somewhere between folding laundry
and listening to the rain tap the window.
It didn’t hurt,
not at first.
Just a small,
unnoticeable shift in the weather.
You were never mine.
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Dew doth drop with gentle hue,
On petals tinged a bashful blue,
As bees swoon to swollen pollen;
I crave back that view to fall in;
‘Tis you, ‘tis you.
As sea kisses the night sky,
Before day doth due the two goodbye,
I lie; a rock on thine tender shore;
And beg thou to crash upon forever more.
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