Recovery Poems
Winter Bird
by Evelyn Judy Buehler
I was a valued, vaunted veterinarian, maintaining health for animals I loved,
As a rainbow sparkled rich colors, from the moment peach sunshine shoved.
I was dedicated to such adorable patients, and they soon responded in kind;
Like the sameness march of each season, as a vivid parade of years unwinds.
Treating wounds and prescribing medicine or surgeries, filled the lemon days;
As blooms relish, but never comprehend, entering into gilded sunshine phase.
Friends and I had frivolous picnic fun, in green, flowering fields of no farewell,
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Panorama
by Georgia H
I'm trying to find a new perspective of me;
To learn to accept my mountains, valleys, and plains.
To learn to find beauty in my own landscape.
To develop a whole new panorama of the world.
What price peace?
by Clare Harby
I gave you my all; my support, my love, my body, my time, my energy, my spirit, my home, my family, my money... we laughed a lot.
My love was challenged, my support criticised, my body broken, my time disrespected, my energy drained, my spirit crushed, my peace destroyed, my space taken over, my family alienated, my money squandered... but we laughed a lot.
I grew, I saw, I walked away... the laughter stopped.
Shocked and angry, you played the victim while I was accused... "coercive, controlling, denying your independence"! But I remembered laughter...?
I stood my ground, I grew, I healed.
My body mended, my energy returned my spirit revived... my life was mine, brighter and better than ever before! My lesson learned. Peace over laughter every time!
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arrogation abomination
by Sarah A
blinding power trips
assumptions and conquests
i never said i was available
but you presume i’ll come
i never gave you permission
but entitlement doesn’t need approval
i didn’t say anything at all
but you pushed me through the wall
maybe it was my fault
frozen or fluid
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Finally Sober
by Kevin Schroeder
I danced with demons, felt their cold embrace,
In those depths of my despair, I thought I found my place.
A fleeting high, a moments peace, but yet the darkness came,
A cycle of destruction, that never ending game.
The laughter turned to silence, love faded to fear,
The faces of my family blurred, their voices disappeared.
I traded joy for numbness, each thrill became a ghost.
In my addiction, I lost what mattered most.
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What price peace?
by Clare Harby
I gave you my all; my support, my love, my body, my time, my energy, my spirit, my home, my family, my money... we laughed a lot.
My love was challenged, my support criticised, my body broken, my time disrespected, my energy drained, my spirit crushed, my peace destroyed, my space taken over, my family alienated, my money squandered... but we laughed a lot.
I grew, I saw, I walked away... the laughter stopped.
Shocked and angry, you played the victim while I was accused... "coercive, controlling, denying your independence"! But I remembered laughter...?
I stood my ground, I grew, I healed.
My body mended, my energy returned my spirit revived... my life was mine, brighter and better than ever before! My lesson learned. Peace over laughter every time!
......
Finally Sober
by Kevin Schroeder
I danced with demons, felt their cold embrace,
In those depths of my despair, I thought I found my place.
A fleeting high, a moments peace, but yet the darkness came,
A cycle of destruction, that never ending game.
The laughter turned to silence, love faded to fear,
The faces of my family blurred, their voices disappeared.
I traded joy for numbness, each thrill became a ghost.
In my addiction, I lost what mattered most.
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Transfiguration
by Anastasiia Mikhailovna
When does all the reinvention, reincarnation, praying, and stumbling end?
Where does the transformation stop and the life after it begin?
To transfigure is to change, to become more beautiful and spiritual
And yet, each one of my successive reinventions
Feels more like sewing sinews to a fractured bone
Than weeks in which I praise God and embrace the transformation.
I am tired of reinventing myself.
It has been five years since I began to change–
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From The Brink
by Lee-Ann Azzopardi
Slowly I am recovering
You thought I was going to crawl back
Like some helpless woman
But that didn't happened, did it?
I licked my wounds
And thought of calling you
However, when I was thinking about our history
I fought myself from phone and realise
I would crawl back and get hurt once more
No, not this time
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Winter Bird
by Evelyn Judy Buehler
I was a valued, vaunted veterinarian, maintaining health for animals I loved,
As a rainbow sparkled rich colors, from the moment peach sunshine shoved.
I was dedicated to such adorable patients, and they soon responded in kind;
Like the sameness march of each season, as a vivid parade of years unwinds.
Treating wounds and prescribing medicine or surgeries, filled the lemon days;
As blooms relish, but never comprehend, entering into gilded sunshine phase.
Friends and I had frivolous picnic fun, in green, flowering fields of no farewell,
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