Heavy and prominent your words trapped between my heart and a paper weight
Effortlessly and uncontrollable I’ve accepted our fait like the sun accepts my skin
Forcefully with intention my knuckles turn white choking your memory
Yes, there was a time
I was obsessed by melancholy,
I saw deep sadness,
The quality that so tormented
My former favoured idols,
Poets, painters,
Musicians, actors,
Creators of every kind,
As glamorous and romantic,
But it’s not,
......
You are a fire burning from afar at night
seen by every thought and every question
and every doubt birthed by the fog that was my mind
you are the question mark that mocks the end
the hyphen that frays me
You are my moon, throned in
the starless night that is my
memory. tides flood my shores
ripples of longing as you circle
......
Stone by stone
I build your home
Piece by piece
A structure forms
To keep you safe
To keep you whole
Even as your teardrops roll
Stone by stone
I build your home
......
What's wrong? She asked...
and then there was a long silence...
"nothing," he said...
between 20,000 thoughts he was fighting instead,
For he had been waiting for a reply...
for her to say "I love you too"...
but, there she stood unaware...
that her silence has opened up 20,000 insecurities of the man ahead...
......
(Note: This poem is written solely for a poetry challenge, and I do not support any form of abusive relationship, nor do I romanticize it.)
He loves me, right?
He does, in his own ways.
It's sometimes gloomy, sometimes bright—
"Single shade is boring", he says.
I don't understand
The disquiet of the people around.
Even with moments of hurt that soon mend,
......
The body knows
before the mind admits.
A flicker in the eyes,
a pulse quickening,
a step already chosen.
Instinct cuts through
the layers of reason,
leaving only
......
I am hurting for yr body
Naked in the corner there
Where the Greek sun shines
Yr innocence is not anywhere
You lost it long ago
And I want for yr touch to teach me
As my inexperience craves for knowledge
Only you can give
The warm, summer wind lies on our bodies
Kissing them with delight
......
i love you so
(i hate myself)
i admire your depth,
(i feel so hollow all the time)
your words send shivers down my spine
(yet i'm empty, formless)
i'd shout about you from the rooftops
......
You are a fire burning from afar at night
seen by every thought and every question
and every doubt birthed by the fog that was my mind
you are the question mark that mocks the end
the hyphen that frays me
You are my moon, throned in
the starless night that is my
memory. tides flood my shores
ripples of longing as you circle
......