I dial numbers at random just to find a voice that will listen, but my number has been carefully etched in your mind. you let me push you everyday, but the buttons on your phone seem to be fading faster by the minute. i am a conquest to you now, and youre clawing desperately, hoping you'll get a glimpse of the world through my eyes. but you may not like it once youre there. you spent all night painting a portrait of who you want me to be, and molded my words into what you wish they were. the velcro connected your heart to your sleeve is very slowly peeling apart, but for now youre consumed with infatuation. im sorry for making you laugh, and leading you to believe the smile never fades in my world.
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your lips are magnets to my skin
it feels rare to be loved like this
i guess that’s why i’m scared to admit
afraid of losing this uncharted bliss
my involuntary response
to keep everyone far
only continues the cycle
of breaking my own heart
maybe this time is a new start
what if we strolled forever in this park
......
We sat at the lake and talked of Beginnings
Difficult to concentrate - with your head thrown back
the sun glistening
on your caramel skin
head to pink-socked toes
You talked of how beginnings always end
Fits of complacency and contempt
Meaning settled on me like thick honey
Wanted to say we were an exception
......
I dial numbers at random just to find a voice that will listen, but my number has been carefully etched in your mind. you let me push you everyday, but the buttons on your phone seem to be fading faster by the minute. i am a conquest to you now, and youre clawing desperately, hoping you'll get a glimpse of the world through my eyes. but you may not like it once youre there. you spent all night painting a portrait of who you want me to be, and molded my words into what you wish they were. the velcro connected your heart to your sleeve is very slowly peeling apart, but for now youre consumed with infatuation. im sorry for making you laugh, and leading you to believe the smile never fades in my world.
Continue reading
We sat at the lake and talked of Beginnings
Difficult to concentrate - with your head thrown back
the sun glistening
on your caramel skin
head to pink-socked toes
You talked of how beginnings always end
Fits of complacency and contempt
Meaning settled on me like thick honey
Wanted to say we were an exception
......
your lips are magnets to my skin
it feels rare to be loved like this
i guess that’s why i’m scared to admit
afraid of losing this uncharted bliss
my involuntary response
to keep everyone far
only continues the cycle
of breaking my own heart
maybe this time is a new start
what if we strolled forever in this park
......