I cannot bring back the happy moments frozen in a picture frame.
Looking back on it, I see how badly you have changed.
Every day I am reminded of the pain.
No matter what you do, our "relationship" will never be saved.
I still remember everything from that day.
The crying, shouting, the pure rage.
Every day I am terrified that I'll be like you.
But my fiances remind me that that would never be true.
......
Walls would never raise their voice to make me feel small.
But that is what you did most of all.
Walls would never judge me for how I bleed.
You did that and feasted upon my pained screams.
Walls would never judge me for how I hold my tear-stained pillow late at night.
You would yell at me while you and mom would fight.
Isn't it funny how the walls would never judge me for anything at all?
You were the worst enemy all along..
......
I cannot bring back the happy moments frozen in a picture frame.
Looking back on it, I see how badly you have changed.
Every day I am reminded of the pain.
No matter what you do, our "relationship" will never be saved.
I still remember everything from that day.
The crying, shouting, the pure rage.
Every day I am terrified that I'll be like you.
But my fiances remind me that that would never be true.
......
Walls would never raise their voice to make me feel small.
But that is what you did most of all.
Walls would never judge me for how I bleed.
You did that and feasted upon my pained screams.
Walls would never judge me for how I hold my tear-stained pillow late at night.
You would yell at me while you and mom would fight.
Isn't it funny how the walls would never judge me for anything at all?
You were the worst enemy all along..
......