What happened, oh my sugar,
The change in you—I can't quite figure.
And I know you are not bad,
An aspect or two that's making me sad.
Defended your name with the version you were,
Only to get disappointed by what you are.
Is that the new ones changing your colour,
The image once so clear, getting blurred.
The things you say now, which my old sweet one hated,
O kind one, from yourself have you deviated?
......
Half awake,half gone,
drifting between what was
and what refuses to be.
The world blurs at the edges,
names fade,
memories slip like smoke
through fingers too tired to hold.
I am here
but not really.
I wander through this land
Of broken promises and dreams
Clouded by the death of you
Wondering what life means
My colourless existence
In a world of black and grey
Reflects the person I’ve become
And who I am today
......
Is this a joke?
I’m talking about life.
Confused as hell, something ain’t right.
Is there a full moon or are planets out of line?
This can’t be my life.
I’m losing my mind.
I have it all figured out.
Heart,
Mind,
and soul.
But you touch me,
and it all starts to crumble.
But it's all in lust, I think.
You touch me and I seem to forget who I was meant to be.
But as I come down from the high,
my thoughts begin to swirl,
......
What happened, oh my sugar,
The change in you—I can't quite figure.
And I know you are not bad,
An aspect or two that's making me sad.
Defended your name with the version you were,
Only to get disappointed by what you are.
Is that the new ones changing your colour,
The image once so clear, getting blurred.
The things you say now, which my old sweet one hated,
O kind one, from yourself have you deviated?
......
Half awake,half gone,
drifting between what was
and what refuses to be.
The world blurs at the edges,
names fade,
memories slip like smoke
through fingers too tired to hold.
I am here
but not really.
I have it all figured out.
Heart,
Mind,
and soul.
But you touch me,
and it all starts to crumble.
But it's all in lust, I think.
You touch me and I seem to forget who I was meant to be.
But as I come down from the high,
my thoughts begin to swirl,
......
Is this a joke?
I’m talking about life.
Confused as hell, something ain’t right.
Is there a full moon or are planets out of line?
This can’t be my life.
I’m losing my mind.
I wander through this land
Of broken promises and dreams
Clouded by the death of you
Wondering what life means
My colourless existence
In a world of black and grey
Reflects the person I’ve become
And who I am today
......