I don't know why I'm crying
Don't know the reason
these damn tears are falling
I'm not sad or maybe.... I am?
I'm feeling like this for a while
I don't remember exactly since when.
I want to talk but what would I say
Can't say anything more than a, 'Hey'
What should I say when
I myself don't know the reason
I'm just feeling trapped in a prison.
I want to run away, but where?
Whom should I talk to?
Do someone really care?
I'm feeling frustrated,
From what? With whom?
I want to wander outdoors
but at the same time
I don't want to leave my room.
I'm confused, I can't explain
Is this normal or I'm going insane?
I feel empty, I don't know why
Without any reason, I just want to cry.
I want to ask for help
For what exactly?
I don't really know...
I'm just lost in the Labyrinth of Self.
-Aditi Hayaran (Larkspur)