Aditi Hayaran

January 20, 2006
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Lost in the Labyrinth of Self

I don't know why I'm crying 
Don't know the reason
these damn tears are falling 

I'm not sad or maybe.... I am? 
I'm feeling like this for a while
I don't remember exactly since when. 

I want to talk but what would I say
Can't say anything more than a, 'Hey'
What should I say when 
I myself don't know the reason 
I'm just feeling trapped in a prison.

I want to run away, but where?
Whom should I talk to? 
Do someone really care? 

I'm feeling frustrated,
From what? With whom?
I want to wander outdoors 
but at the same time 
I don't want to leave my room.

I'm confused, I can't explain 
Is this normal or I'm going insane? 

I feel empty, I don't know why
Without any reason, I just want to cry.

I want to ask for help
For what exactly? 
I don't really know...
I'm just lost in the Labyrinth of Self.

-Aditi Hayaran (Larkspur)
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