Cut and cut into my skin
The knife now felling dull and my hand filled with scrapes And blood
Maybe it's an act for attention for help
Maybe it's an act of anger
Maybe it's both
Or maybe I'm just crazy
Crazy enough to do this to myself just so I can feel something
Even if it's pain even if it's sadness
I wanna feel something or maybe I'm begging for attention I don't know
It's hard to admit you actually do it that you actually hurt yourself
But maybe just maybe someone will show that they fell the same and I won't be as lonely
Maybe the lonelynes in me screams too hard
Maybe I'm just begging for attention
I don't like attention so why am I doing this
Why do I feel this way
I wanna apologize even if I did nothing wrong
Why am I this way
I'm sorry