Saumya Dwivedi

September 5, 1998- India

My Fair Boy

Being brown is a disadvantage,
How about plastic surgery and a full body transformation.
Just trying to turn myself into a Korean,
So that you can notice me some how,
Because you are an angel,
But I am just a girl dressed as a fool.

How about skin lightening and liposuction,
So that you can notice me my fair boy.
Because you are white as the milk and I am brown like a wheat grain.
Because you are an angel,
But I am just a girl dressed as a fool.

All these are the thoughts that go in my mind,
Looking at you and your smile.
Because you are an angel,
But I am just a girl dressed as a fool.

Feeling depressed,
I hate myself.
All these thoughts eat me alive.
Because you are an angel,
But I am just a girl dressed as a fool.

Wanting to leave my body and turn into a wanderer,
So that I can some how be with you,
You my fair boy have the most beautiful eyes,
While mine a ordinary just like another.
Because you are an angel,
But I am just a girl dressed as a fool.

Who says love is intentional,
Or there is an ideal type?
I don't have any, but in love with your existence.
But its my destiny, you have a set in mind.
Because you are an angel,
But I am just a girl dressed as a fool.

O My Fair Boy,
I wish you to see me once,
For it will be enough for me to rest peacefully,
When the time comes.
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