I will never forget certain memories in that house
The walls were an awkward height
The people
The uncomfortable wave that hits when someone mentions it
The people you would bring home
How many again?

How ugly you let things get
How you let me watch it all
You made me hold all this weight

And then you say to me
Why do you hold all this weight
When things were supposed to be about me
You made it about yourself

It feels like you left
Not even worth anything
There’s no room for me
No need for me

How my expectations were too high
But I guess that doesn’t exist does it
Only yours does

You hate me now don’t you?
Because I don’t fall into your traps anymore

I don’t hate you
I don’t hold anything against you I can’t
But I can accept who you are
Not your bullshit lies
And slimey behavior

But you and at the core of all of it is
Someone who is so fucking dumb

You could be so happy but you
Choose everyday to act the way you do

I try not to hate you for it
I try so badly
But ill never forget certain memories
In that house