Mengorbit .

August - Jakarta
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Guilt and Shame

I'm haunted by them
The fighters have lost the battle
The self-acceptance and confidence
have left the battlefield

I'm bleeding, I'm injured, I'm wounded
The brain has been infected
Taking my sanity away
replacing it with craze

I'm insane inside my mind,
inside this skull
Sleepless, to breath is heavy
There must be something on my shoulder, on my chest
They must have put something to hold me down
to hold my chin down
to keep me from jumping off the bridge of life
to torture me alive 'til the last heartbeat
So that my entire life is a living hell

The crumbles of my sanity stood up
Fighting each other, getting rid of each other
I'm having a constant war,
here inside my head,
here between these billions of neuron synapses
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