Leo/Ella Reznikova

September 22, 2005 - Berlin
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I want to kill myself.

Smother my body and reduce it to but a smear on the wall.
Like a fly.
Not harmful, but really fucking annoying i am.
Like a fly.
Death seems like relief from this ever so painful cycle of harm and grief.
My grip on reality slipping,
Myself being long fucking gone.
My life being hard to envision,
Essentially dead with a beating heart.
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