Mother my love for you is more than I can bare
Even when you're right in front of me I wonder of the day you shall perish
You've spent my whole life taking care of me
And I only wish I could do the same
My love for you is undieing
And the day that you shall no longer be with me my heart shall wilt as a flower in fall
All the seasons shall be consumed by your memory
With the summer heat I shall think of the way you smiled reading a book your sun hat just covering your eyes
With the fall breeze I think of the morning car rides eating fast food wishing the car ride could go on forever
With the winter air I think of the holidays Christmas being filled with happy joy, that purple tree foggy in my memory
With The smell of the spring flowers the joyous memory of you driving us home in the rain
Every memory consumed in my head on endless loop
A loop which I hope never ends
Every core memory has you
And the day that you are no longer with me
I shall be consumed with emotions not even words can describe
It would feel as if you stabbed me a million times. Those summer days would be filled with the blistering heat of grief
The once light falls Breeze will hit so much harder having to walk to school alone
Those winter holidays will feel so lonely like i am a grain of salt in the vast ocean
The spring flowers would just seem dull without your colorful aura
The pain I would feel year round would be a pain only you could mend but you can't fix anything cause you'll be gone