Things that are on my mind . . . .
Dont really matter much . . . .
Dont matter much, really . . .
I understand that my thoughts are just silly . . . I've come to an understanding that . . .
Some things I can choose and other things I cant . . .
Certain things I'm lucky enough to have a say . . . .
everything else does not matter, it's not I'm my control anyway . . . .
The things I felt were important . . . .
Have proven to me that they aren't meant . . . . Find myself on the other side of a traumatic event . . . .
Still obsorbing all of the things I underwent . . . . I'm still thinking that soon I'll wake up . . . . From this nightmare I'm dreaming . . .
Keep asking myself why I have not woken up screaming . . . . .