July 06, 2018

This I swear, I'm not going to :
One, fall in love.
Two, get attached.
Three, trust again..

I really hate it
It sucks to be me.

You know what I mean?
Feeling the same pain
Over and over and over again.
It's a "F" cycle.

I gave too much.
I cared too much.
And at the end of it, I suffer too much.

I discover a very effective defense mechanism
To let go, I need to pretend that I never knew them.
Obnoxious, right?

I'm falling apart.

I just now realized it.

I'm so pathetic and always feeling sorry for being born.
I should know better.

That's why starting today,
I'm taking off.
Goodbye, misery.

-Levianel