I have this sinking feeling that something bad is about to happen
I don't know what this bad thing is. but it is coming.
I feel as if there is something on the horizon hanging over my every move
I am utterly terrified that I am about to lose something.
As if I am about to lose something so terribly important that I would not exist without it.

I am utterly afraid that I am about to lose myself and there is nothing I can do to stop it.

Alarm bells are blaring in my mind, and sirens are echoing throughout my soul.

Terror infiltrates every move I make and I don't know how to proceed in the way least likely to completely obliterate me

I'm stuck between shattering into pieces with a single move, and staying still and being destroyed.