Ezaz Ahmed

September 10, 1996 - Andhra pradesh
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Suicide-the end of existence

Exactly an year ago,At the edge of cliff,standing barefoot, rushing back to the memories that pushed me from a tycoon to nothing,and the nightmare that never ends.

One day after quiting my first job,I went to home and asked my Father to lend me some money to start a financial firm.He lent the money and said "When you loose it ,you can come home".At That moment i decided i cant loose money as i wasn't keen to look over century old well performing family business.And This is Siddhartha!

After an huge success in the decades, I came up with CAFFEINATED DREAM of starting a cafe in 1996 with a tag line "A lot can happen with cup of coffee" which initially rejected by the business partners and even by my Wife. And that idea was CCD which was an instant hit with around 1800+ outlet as on today.In 2011, I bought 1.85 million hectares of Amazon forestland on lease to source timber.

How has this happened?

Despite being a billionaire, not everything was unicorn and rainbows for me, I found himself amidst a tax evasion.As the years passed, I was gone through unbearable pressure and harassment which leads to scumb me.No one is to blame.- This is not murder or an accident.- This is suicide, the end result of mental illness.- Whether the illness was long-term or short-term,I hope someday you will understand, forgive and pardon me just like the Nethravati River accepted me.

As going down into the wide stones of the river , i have recalled my dad's words :"When you loose it ,you can come back to home.But I cant see anything,except that immense blue heaven where everything is dissolved in that vast expanse of water.

As I said "Entrepreneurs Don't Retire... They Die" is true in my Case too. Signing off........

Siddhartha...
"Suicide doesn't take away the pain ,It gives to someone else". Author #EA
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