I am frightened.
However it is an alluring
kind of a fear.
Feelings get tangled,
utterly confused.
I don't understand
why I feel this way.

Its a joy I receive,
from the man I am not with.
Delight to my heart saddened
Peace to my mind shattered .

I guess , I have tasted his mind.
And I am intoxicated .

Nothing can be said.
Feeling tongue - tied.
Not like my centered self.
Actually disconcerted .

D. C.
20. October . 2020.