Deep down I know I always hated myself. I will take it up to God when my time is done but we both know that time will never come due to being a broken home. So why do I have to conform to my self sabotage? Let me be who I know I am deep down. I need you. I need you to hold me as I take this old coat off my body. Lock the door, don’t want to have Father Time take you away. I was hurt. But I now know, I need to show the world who I am.