I'm still pretty new to writing, though I've always been a lifelong reader. Two years ago I started writing free verse poetry to vent my anxieties and depression. When I started putting my thoughts on paper it gave a lifeline out of my thought spirals, maybe because of the sense of purpose it gave me. So yeah my writing typically isn't cheerful, but if you want to read something that tries encapsulate paranoia and anxiety maybe you'll enjoy a few of my pieces.