In the beginning I would tell myself how much I loved you
and think "I can't believe it. I can't believe it!"

Then longing for your touch, shared erotic ecstasy shooting
through us both like lightning,
I still think "I can't believe it. I can't believe it!"

Laughter and joy! Mundane tasks turning into miraculous adventures
with my little one. the thought again.. "I can't believe it. I can't believe it!"

Slowly I can feel it; your affections numbing. I want to help but sadly
there is no way. "I can't believe it. I can't believe it!"

Since last I saw you strangers have given me more attention and comfort
than the love of my life. Wow "I can't believe it. I can't believe it!"


Daily farther apart, you push the space between us wider and wider it feels like the end
But no matter what... "I WON'T believe it. I WON'T believe it."


Or should I?



first attempt at ghazal please give feedback good or bad