Oktay Rifat

1914-1988 / Trabzon

Agamemnon I

Leaving the ships to be scraped we trudged on, and reached a valley; each of us rolled a cigarette with fingers gnarled or missing.
A smoke killed time as we crouched and leant against the rocks.
The quickest way to kill time! It gets less and less or ends for good. Or then again, it expands against the pull of earth and the north-caster! Panting like squirrels, suspicious, always suspicious!
Whatever is ours is behind the mountain. But they are there, running away in the sudden flight of a partridge, or in a lizard's glance, in every hole and under every stone.
They turned their fiery sharp savage weapons of destruction against us, cowardly with their long-shadowed spears, murderous as their guns or mortars, shells and bazookas.
Just when we say they can't increase, they do! Their faces are like ours but inside their armour are gods, their luminous eyes terrifying!
'What have we done wrong?' we asked, ‘can someone tell us our crime?' We know the weight of guilt. Our backs bent double under this rock, our teeth blackened with tbis water.
If we must land up in hospital wards or in prison cells, or be sold dirt-cheap in the labour-market, so be it!
From behind the barbed wire let's look at someone taking random instant photographs of the white muslin over the copper yoghurt vessel, or of the huge Prison full of light!

In the evening the water in our jug is finished and perched on stone, or sometimes concrete, our birds all fly away.
One piece of lokum remains on the rose-patterned plate - God knows how! The fruit on the branch consumes night for us.
Yes, for us! Agamemnon laughs at this. Diomedes belts on his swords to become the icon of deathless epics.

We walked on, crushing the reeds and arrived at the valley; smoking, we leant against the ancient rocks.
We crouch on tbe earth - dear carth!- but they stand upright - chacun a son gout! They say tbey are descended from gods and their mansions have courtyards and fountains;
They play poker to the death on their rigged tables, they stack the cards and throw their bone chips for results,
They drink water from silver cups - blessed water! - we from the hollow of our hands. 'They have the fingers of cheats, ours are bony and workworn,
They fall and bleed like rotten rowan trees and ache all night long. And we mount the oxcarts to move away. The mountain-path is easier at night.
We wait for the sparsely-feathered farm-bird to sing; but from a distance the little bastard is silent on our tree.

They turned their fiery, sharp, savage weapons against us, with their long-shadowed cruel spears, murderous as guns and mortars, shells and bazookas!
We pruned the tree-trunks, thinned the tobacco-seedlings, hoed the cotton automatically, how can we stop caring for them?
Our wives like deer with young, humbled, sweaty, some with a hoe or a sickle, poppies on the plain bleeding inwardly.
It's evening, white as sheep's wool the Pole Star is born, a rustling tremor moves mountain and rock. When it says, 'Come!' you must up and leave, impossible not to leave!
Rainbows between two ages, great absorbent waterspouts moving in darkness, gushing skywards with rocks and earth,
And naked babies, village huts like leeches clinging to a barren mountainside, no windows, no tiles, made of poverty-stricken, sundried mudbricks.
Translated by. Richard McKane and Ruth Christie
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