'Are you okay? '
Am I ok?
I wonder I really do

vines around my throat
dagger In my chest
exhausted to the point
can sleep, can't rest

the indescribable feelings
end as a punch against the wall
life feels like an endless war
me against all

still I wanna be loved
held once like I matter
but I promised I can't let that happen
irrespective of how bad my heart will shatter

cause I'm unfit for human relations
a true monster in the making
don't say I'm not
felt it underneath my skin shaking

so much remains foggy
can't remember my identity true
if I say this will anything change?
does this even affect you?

I sighed as I said with a smile,
'Yes, I'm ok...'