Matthew Conrad

May 15, 1986 - Ostrowiec Świętokrzyski
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ⰝⰫ ⰕⰑ ⰔⰀⰐⰔⰍⰓⰉⰕ (is this sanskrit)?

ignore the rest: i just pretended to take a shit
and thought about...

i'd really love to own a dog,
like i used to be surrounded by dogs in
my younger years... i had a bitch alsatian shepherd
for a disaster, a problem child doberman...

after "petting" cats - those autistic bonsais...
i figured... how much i would love
to own a dog, but not own either a muzzle
or a leash...
i'd love to own a dog...
but not have to exercise using a leash...
how i'd love to have a big dog in my life...
a dog that doesn't bark: but first bites...
but without having to walk in a straitjacket's
worth of a muzzle like some freak...

i'd love to own a dog,
but never have to own a leash,
or a muzzle...
i think owning a dog is disgraced
by having to put a leash on it...
you can never enjoy seeing it
move freely, uninhibited...
towing, tugging...
towing... tugging...

what isn't about being ignored
by your cats: not to like?
if i were ever to own a dog...
i wouldn't want to also own a leash...
sure... the prospect of a flat tire
with a car... hence the spare...
but... m.o.t. and road-tax?!
who the hell needs a dog and a leash?
who the hell would also
require a woman and a wedding ring?

i hardly think i'm buying into a gimmick -
after all these people founded Kiev -
and where Kiev lies and where i was born -
they must have passed -
if only like a shadow - they had to pass down
the Vistula -
if only it were a gimmick -
i once heard: what is the point of all these
d.n.a. ancestry tests -
if you find like-for-like affinity -
deeper... liking battle metal would be
a gimmick...
oh come the spirit of travel -
my heart opens the cage of the waiting
sparrow fluttering inside of it...
we even share the same words -
there are etymological roots...
sorrow: bo̧l and ból -
swift: skjótr or skrót - shortcut...
understand: vita or witam (i welcome) -
i don't understand why a woman has to be sought...
i never found anything worth
biting into whenever i went looking
for a woman - the analogy of "the thrill of the chase"
never bothered me...
just recently my neighbour said:
you're not going to Poland -
i'm going to shackle you in my house
and make you cook the sort of
homemade pizza you just made...
every devil needs a kitchen...
i could be a perfect devil for the household...
i'd cook, i'd clean...
i'd tellytubby the brats into existence...
yes yes mother...
beginning with the etymology...
of simple syllables: like ma-ma...
and da-da... moving into a complexity
of sjo̧t: abode...
old norse verbs:
to be able to: geta(h), mega(h) -
to be astonished at: undrask,
to be awake: vaka,
(to be in ditto, no reminder) diminished: minka
fond of: elska,
glad: fagna; lacking: skorta; moved: bifask;
obliged: hljóta; opened: opnask;
pacified: sefask; silent: þegja;
slain: falla; softened: mykjask;
willing: vilja...
and then... 20 fucking words for a blow...
blasa, svipan, skellr, ho̧gg...
and how many for battle?
twice as many...
bardagi, dolg, dólg, eggtog, eggþrima,
jarkleikr, vig, orrosta, malmhrið...

i did come looking for something...
some akin to the hobbit's humming choir...
of the song: the misty mountain cold...

and i have found it...skálmöld - heima...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7TsyC_TOXk

how else... to find a tongue?
in ᚱᚢᚾᛖᛋ?! in the glagolithic text beginning
with the croats? ⰞⰍⰉⰜ ⰏⰑⰂⰫ
(szept mowy - whisper of what was said) -
i found my origins...
finally! i almost thought that between
the runes and the baptism via
the latin alphabet: "nothing" existed prior...
how wrong i was...

i come from: ⰜⰫⰏ ⰈⰑⰓⰍⰏ!
ⰜⰫⰏ! ⰉⰑ ⰉⰑ ⰡⰀ! ⰡⰀ! ⰔⰖⰑⰂⰑ!
tym zorem!
tym to to ja! ja! słowo!
not all beginnings can be ascribed to runes...
look here...
are there any aztecs to write their,
phonetic encoding?
please... please... come to the table...
let us confiscate the few hours we have left
to come to a: rada (ⰓⰀⰄⰀ) -
an understanding...
before the final eclipse... befalls the latin
man... et nihil dicere, videre vel audio Latine!
litterae qua: stellae lapsus!

former variation:
ⰜⰫ ⰕⰑ ⰔⰀⰐⰔⰍⰓⰉⰕ? to swane: orginalne: tło?!
tsy to? title revision...
are you this?

we can fuck around...
until the better of us cooks
the better jalfrezi...
and no... not all of us are englishmen...
should you happen to, "forget"...

ⰝⰫ ⰕⰑ ⰔⰀⰐⰔⰍⰓⰉⰕ?
nie wy da je mnie się...
czy to sanskrit?
i wouldn't be so bold in celebrating
the heaving ancient tongue...
given... the latin men
ensured that the letters be treated
like numbers B8... P9....
1I, O0... G6...3E...
S5.... 6b... 4H...
7gammaL...
2Z...

granted: no shit sherlock...
the modern man would not have been
behind the architecture
of the colliseum...
using VI + IV = X...
but... not all men were born
to be the "men" of the Raj...

excuse me when i ask...
take out your anger on ghosts...
leave the living to fathom life...
a life without a past...

the english didn't conjure up
the latin phonetic encoding...
they came bearing runes...
and they settled...
like the rest of "them" into
this... magical! this quiet astounding!
magical! carousel!
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