Matthew Conrad

May 15, 1986 - Ostrowiec Świętokrzyski
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i sometimes wish there was some grand title

it would take a harem of women to divorce me from
an appreciation of music -
given: most of modern, "modern" masculinity is
more closely associated with king Solomon
than with king David...
even through the ambitions of Muhammad...
i hate / i despise... vague words...
i distrust anyone who does not find infinity... vague...
again.. comfort... vague... again and again...
who doesn't belong to having a purpose
for the appreciation of music...
whether via critique or via actual composition...
no wonder the genealogy of christ is associated
with david than with solomon...
play me all the moaning and groaning...
i know... gloryhole... bukkake...
anal ups and downs...
yeah yeah... but music...
i've had longer relationships with albums than i've had
with women... i wish i could play the gamer sterotype...
but it would seems that music transcends
the modern dating qualms: you can't box it akin
to a cosmopolitan mag dating questionnaire
versus a gamer boy...
of what i first remember...
candy crush saga became the next tetris?
what about all the new non n.p.c. games:
internet honing parameters...
war robots... sure... you're playing with
a handicap... all the rich idiots are playing a free access
game... while spending so much extra money,
that, if they could ever remember PS1 console games...
20 quid on the platinum market...
2 weeks worth of narrative...
NPC labyrinth... almost like a book...

king david wrote the book of psalms -
king solomon - wrote the book of "wisdom" -
the sort of "wisdom" most closely associated
with muhammad's harem ambitions...
which... turned out to be pale...
representations...
anyone can be "wise"...
if he has a harem at his disposal...
then it's an end-sum-game:
b'ah b'ah black sheep says...
lemmings do the kamikaze...

what are the chances
of every man aspiring to the latitudes of king david
when compared to spiring to the latitudes of...
king solomon... sorry the favor is forward
"thinking" of the former...
better a man with the choicest
number of songs for an oeuvre
than a man bound to entertaining
a concubine harem -
a king david? is a swam -
such a noble creature that allows itself
to entertain the concept of either widower / widow...
than this brute sealion harem brute
competitive Brutus..

if..........................................
(you'd ask me)
a swan predates the concept of
the mammal not born from an egg -
the prime exemplar: of monogamy....
the smiths - how soon is now "vs."
placebo's pure moring...
i can only counter a few minutes
of pseudo-hope...

you wanted your savior jesus and jessica
in christ tied and stitched to this...
a postcard forget me not...
hello to: you have them...
me, revising the concept of the bicycle
while smoking toward
the concept of 15... takings
breaks before what i still envision
an 80+ year old man to heave...
like some odd whiff of hyacinth...

i once managed to catch a labrador
stress vanilla with a tease
of: the waggling tail...
introducing the last / lost flavour...
of the lemon zest peel....
and what was to ever become
of the squeezed sucker quench
in the variant form of a "forgotten" riddle.

my god, my mother, my best.
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