i do not see, my shadow:
as anything to be worth integrated...
to finally compose a sigma-self...
my shadow? of the being that eats
poultry abortion for breakfast,
and ejaculates genocides
after taking a shit, pissing while sitting,
showering,

i see the shadow as not, what Kant
thought... my second lair...
my primordial womb...
my sentence of / for a beginning...
my shadow be my mother...
my mother be my shadow...
and let my father rest...
there us nothing cold about this
demise...

of a land: mother...
of a tongue: father...

and then...
mein mutterzunge...
and then:
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in this... lingua franca...
in zis lingua ähnlich fraueisen "wie"?!

mein schatten ist mei schoß...
sonst alles...
nicht englischhumorverlockung!

schlachtenschweindeutschesprechen:
jawolh: "ich" sagt(e)!
neinkompromiß sonst!

der weiß ist weiß...
die schwar'z ist... schwar'z...
alles andere betreffend!
bitte warten, bitte...
im linie!

i'd ask in english... god help me:
gott hilfe mir!
then i'd ask in cousin german:
cousin Brutus: was ist diese?!
then the two would
become Siamese -
and i couldn't be able to
differentiate...

ist diese englischenspreschen
oder, deutscheschweinschnorcheln?!