I was drowning
my head under water and my breath seizing
There's no more tears to cry
it's easy to feel miserable when the universe is against you
They chose me, to ruin and make desolate
I asked my creator questions,
I sought to know my wrong that attracts so much pain and misfortune
then I heard;
The universe spoke in codes, because it's I that sought
The clear codes of my angel
I'll keep this close to my heart
Till all the pain melts away.
I hope I make it.