I imagine what I look like when I speak to people
I imagine I’m a fool because of my past actions
I imagine I’m a great poet when I write something with shock value
I imagine using force on bad people
I imagine that I’m always right when I’m in an argument
I imagine all the bad things that most likely wont happen
I imagine that I’m gross when it’s hot outside, I’m sweating and I think the cigarettes are coming through my pores
I imagine a life without love because nothing is happening for me right now
I imagine that god hates me and wants me to suffer till my dying day
I imagine that almost all people want to see me fail, that they have congregated to see me fail
I imagine that this is my only life and I have to do something great with it or else when I die, I will have no legacy
I imagine I’m only human and its weighing me down
I need to imagine better things
Here’s to the next few days of imagining and thinking differently