I love you cold innocence

Matthieu is a child
I love Matthieu
Matthieu is a gift from God.
I so love Matthieu.

I pray for him, so my tears will dry, and I see is light.
and I turn into a blessed being.
Matthieu is an angel
only the ones who cried and prayed the most
could see.
Matthieu is a bomb.
Matthieu is my boyfriend.
Matthieu is mine.
he was.
he is.

day six,
three months
I return again.
weird ways
none of the suffering was vain
by God,
everything is traced.

I love you,
cold innocence.
you are so mine.
so I love you.
my cold innocence.