It hurts finding myself in the same situations again and again
Things going back to being worse after getting better
Relieving the same experiences countless times
Life giving me the same options, every time
Taking 2 steps forward and 2 steps back
It’s like time is standing still

Going around in circles would make any head spin
You hear people say that there is light at the end of the tunnel
But they never talk about how long the tunnel is
They said there is a brighter day after a dark night
I have been waiting for the sun to rise, when will the sun shine?
Maybe this is the good it can get, have I reached the end of the line?

How am I different from a dog chasing its tail?
Should I give in? maybe I’m destined to fail
It’s like I am caged in, how is this different from jail?
Life’s harsh lessons, why won’t it grant me bail?
Some people have it easy, why can’t I?
Could this be a curse, is it generational?

To this day, I’m still traumatized by the number 360
Go ahead and judge the fact that I went to school, made it out with no degrees
It is hard, always telling people a story that no one believes
I lived for many years with nothing to show for it
Yet I fuel people’s dreams, I always tell them “Go for it”
I’m tired of going around in circles, I’m done with this.