if my life is guided by a void,
a h1 loop,
a h0 connection
(or mysterious mafia hands.)
a sheaf of actions,
give and take,
win-win type of collective
imperatives,
and voodoo rituals.
then chaos is always
inevitably
persistent
at the end.
all ends are the same, if
it is a repeated persistent topological
buddhist cycle of birth, death, and rebirth.

what i meant by
"fact me?"
a sort of "me 2;"
except it means
"so, fuck the existence and the universe."
h0 is a cluster of flesh and fuckups,
h1 is a loop of karma
(same sin, different skinn
sorry to tell you that,)
a sheaf is a grocery list of give
and take transactions.
then death is a trivial homotopy.
a retraction to the same stupid fixed point.

my only winning move
is either,
i pretend the sheaf is fine
(it means i live in a delusion, and it is cozy,
cause a dillusion is a warm covering space,)
or i collapse into the h1 loop.
(long cut or short both are null-homotopic,
so self mutilation as a long cut and suicide note as a short cut,
should look the same,)
or,
I laugh into the void until it laughs back
(it could be insanity,
insanity is just unstable cohomology,
and might be spiritual ontology.)

i mean one has
to wake up.
many cycles of earth quakes
means a volcano is in vicinity.
i could be wrong?
h1 and h0 are doomed to repeat.
i am lucky to find
the path to spiritual voids.
some call it spiritual topology.
i call it no reason to avoid the void.
empty spaces are fun.
but also respect to nature's
structures and non "zero sum" topologies.

every revolution is a coboundary.
every suicide is a failed gluing condition.
choose your homology wisely.
this is a non-trivial bundle.
handle with care.